Deep in my heart, pressure is overwhelming, from every angle.
Working in an office environment under a lady superior may be the least I expect to occur in my life; it is stressful under such emotional creature that seems to perceive good self-leadership, swam with sense of jealousy & inferiority which eventually deteriorate the colleagueship.
Nevertheless, I perceive this deterioration only from the bottom of my heart & keep it there to maintain a good relationship, as so to conceal it from them; Yes, a good relationship is preferred in office as I am surviving through this yet-to-end-peril, with my believe therewith ‘one need to be patient to work with an impatient person’. I also believe that not long later thing will change when the sun rises…
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I ever asked myself if I have learnt anything; of course, I have learnt a great deal; but when I asked to what extend great responsibilities I behold ...yet another day of routine shitty work, tedious & trifling as I regard that matter I execute daily. I sense another 6 months of similar work responsibility under my scope; until I am given a new & important task to show my very own capability.
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Q: Good pay…so what?
A: Another unproductive but tiring day to end!
Q: Any good it makes you? What’s good?
A: Goody! My first bonus pays out end of the month!
Q: When your patient will become impatient…
A: it could take years to come, solely rely on what good they compensate me at the end of the day, truly…
Q: Running has always in your mind, the direction is so clear that you have to bear the bile?
A: Another one year to go or may be an additional one year to make-up number 3, patience is panacea!
Q: Learning anything else…?
A: Aesthetically burnish the language of the sun, driven your desire to anticipate a quantum leap in your career…It could somehow be a subterfuge to wrench & squeeze, & dry you till the last drop!
Q: Could you not take the risk?
A: Any choice do I have?
Q: You still look enthusiastic with your work, always…
A: You got no choice but to love your work; or your work will hate you!
Q: You got a persevering spirit, unassailable as the day goes on...?
A: Passion & patience fortify the wall against the enemy; towards my dream…you will find it when you awake!
Q: What keep you moving, till now, still…?
A: Book I read, things I do, friends I know…not forgetting! Things I make myself like...
Q: …Example?
A: yet another shitty work in office then!
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Sunday, November 26, 2006
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