Saturday, April 30, 2005

Prince of thought...

Have you ever wonder why human being is so vulnerable emotionally?
And it sometimes has to do with what you think (your mindset).

If you think a job is tough, and it shall be hard for you,
If you think your life is suck, it shall be awful for you,
If you think you are the worse, you shall feel unpleasant,
If you think of happiness, you shall be blessed,
If you think you can not survive long, you shall live short,
If you think your relationship isn’t going anywhere, it shall be tormenting,
If you think your marriage is sorrow, you are misery.

If you want well, you may just have to be optimistic sometimes,
Who knows, god mercy, may endow you a pool of luck or a ticker, shall be blessed at the end.

Meanwhile, Decision needs deep pondering, and needs unfadable persistency in supporting the progress. Human being changes sometimes, but like the prince has always said, “Changes in me has made me grow into betterment, but my belief and persistency have never changed throughout the progress, though, I never give up changing myself towards betterment, I never give up uphold my self-belief and persistency.” Prince has rather named it the principle of changing, and Franklin Delano Roosevelt, the 32nd US President ever mentioned, “Rules are not necessarily sacred; principles are.”

Again, no one is right or wrong, but rather, it is how you judge it, and where you want to stand and sacrifice. But every move that a human-being made, created impact and consequences which spread widely to others……sometimes that is the nature of human creature, and this is what make human unique………………………………

FROM- De Distinct & Unambiguous Prince of Thought

Friday, April 29, 2005

Prince feels one kinds....

Prince isn’t feeling well today, even if he is feeling well, he feels tired, and even if he doesn’t feel tired. He feels one kind, one side, one type and…a totally different feel in himself. Due to changes around which he can’t find himself adapted…

Certainly not because of work, not because of anyone…and it would be best to forget about it…
It would be very hard trying to think what people think…Since every human being is unique in one sense…

It would be nice to has his own principles, not to be swung away,
And it would be more easily being understood by other human races around…instead of letting them think and think…guess and guess…

Human just don’t have many years to go…
Persistency and patient faded along the way by doubt and suspicious…
Sometimes, wonder, why human needs to drill into the whirlpool that doesn’t even look good in the first place…

Thursday, April 28, 2005

Prince Principles...

Human being changes all the time, it is like a cycle or stages that move from the time you are born with nothing to something. Prince has changed a lot as well, but he always tells that he changes totally but not his persistency and belief. Once you have a principle, you know you are right most of the time, your principles act as a rules or laws that can not be broken. If you are honest, you know you can not lie, and the rule shall not be broken.

Country laws aim to control the civilian from offences, school disciplines rule, are to control students from mistakes, and shaping the character of students, meanwhile, religion is one of type of control to confine you within certain moral value.

For prince, who does not believes in religion, rather, he prefers freedom, and to prevent himself from making mistake and preserve his dignity and respect. He set himself principles that have served him for years. He knows he may not receive much agreement from certain parties in a group, but he knows sometime he has to sacrifice. But one thing, prince knows he does right!

A few of prince’s principles, never ever betray a friend unless your friend betrays you, and it must be under critical circumstances that give you no choice but the only solution. Prince believes that sometimes, it causes no harm being betrayed, if you are to fall down but you realize that you will fall on a mat, thus, causes no harm at all. Instead, it will serve you an experience.

Meanwhile, prince believes that whatever he shall do, as long as it within the acceptable moral and ethical scope shall be fine. Any decision shall it be, or any outcome shall it causes, as long as prince is able to justify his action to god for no mistake, or to defend himself in the devil court, is acceptable for him. Prince believes that whatever he does in future, as long as it does not cause harm to other, shall be considered as acceptable.

Prince’s rationality applies all……

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Prince Princess Arguement...

From nowhere on earth, and wonders how the hell it comes to prince, an argument sparks off between prince and princess, originated from a small miscommunication that no one is able to exert their rationality except prince!

That was suppose to be a small issue, somehow, blew it up to a big issue that even involves prince and princess. Somehow, it shattered prince and princess, making their relationship doubtful again.

Prince does not want to relate it all over again but to give a scenario about different way of thinking and making thing happen. Prince gives an example, if a beggar approaches A & B for money, out of sympathy, A would like to offer a small token, however, B insists that giving out money is not accessible because it won’t help the beggar, instead, B is willing to help the beggar to help himself by getting the beggar a job.

A & B starts an argument, A blames B for not giving out money, for not being kind, meanwhile, B blames A for not being rational. The bottom line is, both are performing good deed in deed. Somehow, B realizes that each individual has its own way of judging, and does not blame A anymore, but A just can’t seem to give up the thought, and lingering with the argument and feels unhappy for the issue.

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Prince thought of Children...

How much do you know about children?
Even though prince has already spent one month with children, but he hardly know much about children character. However, he realized that patient and passion of educators are vital in shaping the character of children. Meanwhile, parents play an important role as well; fairness in treating children plays the major roles to avoid sibling rivalries.

Every human being is being nurtured the same way, with love and care and every human being is unique in some way, growing up from early childhood education. Prince realized that every children are born with equal right and playing the equal roles. Children are born sacred, and nurturing is part of the process that adult plays a roles. Every child deserves the equal treatment in education, and the intelligence level is the same.

Through prince observation, if a teacher tells that a child does not know how to write and read, the blame should be on teacher and parent. Why? It is because writing and reading are just a skill that you need to impart in children. Every children should know how to write and read, should be able to comprehend every subject that they learn, the only differences in them is the result. For example, a child should be able to have a grasp of reading and writing, the only differences is how good they can read and write.

Every child should know about moral value, the only different is how they behave later. Every child should know about respect, the only difference is the level of respect they perform in life. This is the fundamental belief that every parents and teacher should adopt in nurturing children.

I would call it the fundamental child concept to make sure the children learns all the basic skills, and later is the Progressive Child concept where you need to continuously enhance the child thinking and make sure they are able to exert their knowledge to develop creativity and innovative. The whole process is called total child concept.

Teachers must be able to understand the fundamental concept in early childhood education, passion and patients are important because teachers need to spend time with children, to ensure the children grab the basic skills from nothing. The progressive child concept shall be a complementary, because nothing much that a teacher push for, except continuously provide additional enhancement program.

For human being, we can teach you how to write alphabetical, but how good you can write alphabetical in term of presentation depend of how much practice you are willing to carry out. You need to remember that all the time, and do not scold, reprimand, curse or punish your children for not performing perfection. No one is born to be a genius; it is about how to train a child to be a genius, yet not every child can be a genius!

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Prince Turns Down...

Prince feels guilty to turn down princess today; he is too busy with his work that seems impossible to spend time with princess. He wondered how princess feels. Will she upset because prince spends less time with her? Prince knows that princess exert much understanding on her part. Prince feels bless. And, he promises that he will try his best to give his time for princess, and he hopes princess understands…

Prince Princess....

Sometime prince wonders why love can hurt people, and certainly no one wants to hurt anyone,
From what had happen from the past few months, Prince strongly uphold his trust and belief in Princess, and never ever regret nor angry, instead, he rathers treat it as a challenge for them to know each other. However, Prince does not forget the fact that it hurts people, even though he doesn't feel the hurting, but what about princess? And why is it had to be her all the while...He feels extremely sad to see Princess torturing herself over and over again...And sometimes he hopes he can bear it for her, but it seems that Prince is the culprit all the times...

Friday, April 22, 2005

Prince, "Character does Matter".

Prince believes that character does matter in life, how you behave reflects how you look at thing. A person with low moral value can not go further in life, even if he / she does achieve something, but may not earn the respect from others. A good behavior determines the level of authority and the commandment of respect among others. You will earn respect from your friends, family and even people who may not know you but only heard about you. They know you are good people, and good people usually highly valued by others.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Prince in Atmos...

Prince visited Atmosphere again. Being drunk may not help much in life, but at least he got a few hours of intoxicating that helps him to forget about his life for a moment. Prince was a bit high; however, he is sober enough to take good care of princess. Prince arrived home at 5am, and laid down straight on his bed, falling into his dream. Prince told himself, next clubbing will be his last clubbing, he has a better focus in life, and clubbing is just not his lifestyle.

Tuesday, April 19, 2005

Prince's teacher...

Today is a special day for all the teachers here; prince has a workshop on facial cleansing and next week on cosmetic, to teach the teachers how to make up themselves for the class, to learn about first good impression. There is no second chance for first impression, and it is vital for anyone who would like to advance in career. Prince hopes that the teachers can really learn…

Monday, April 18, 2005


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Prince Caught Flu

Prince just talked about growing stronger, and now he caught flu! Ironically, he asked, what on earth was going on with his body! Anyhow, he walked to Chinese Herb Shop, and gets a package of pills- made of Chinese herbs. The medicine was strong, and feeling like taking a tranquilizer! Soon, prince fell asleep. He grew dizzy, and woke up at the middle of the night, has a drink of glucose again and continued with his dream, with the hope that he may get well soon…

Sunday, April 17, 2005

Prince's Friend...

A friend of prince came down from Northern Malaysia, just for the sake of traveling after the hectic life. He is managing his family business, as the only grandson in the family; he has to take care of the whole business that worth billion of dollar. With the overwhelming pressure from his parents and other family members, he feels breathless, he has learned about trading, import & export, property & agricultural, basically, his family business has quite a diversification. He voiced out his dissatisfaction, and wants to find somewhere to release his stress, and he suggested going to SPA, looking for special services- that is what they term it somehow! Prince waited for him out side for 45 minutes, supposing, but only lasted 20 minutes!

Saturday, April 16, 2005

Prince, "Need to know when to let go".

Prince thought, Sometime we have to know when to let go and what to let go in our life. We can not always live in the past or at the stage of worrying about our future. Human just need to have the courage to take the challenge ahead, and brave enough step further to get what human want in life.

Prince talked to his friends who had a past, broken family, small circle of friends… many more that they can possibly listed out the loophole in their life. But, Prince wondered, any human being that leads a perfect life? Neither one perhaps! Prince only has one thought in mind about life, live it full and never regret, thus, he fights for everything that he deserves in his life, and that he thinks he deserves it with his knowledge and hard work. No one should ever been living in the shadow of past…remember…

Friday, April 15, 2005

Prince feeling Good...

Prince is feeling good today, he have just recovered from fever. Fresh and good is what prince is looking for in life to carry on with his journey. He hopes his body has grown strong enough to resist any viruses that approach him in future. He wondered, sometime human being is so vulnerable emotionally, and also to diseases. Is there anything can be done to make up a perfect human being?

Thursday, April 14, 2005

Prince visits Simmy in Hospital...

Simmy boy was infected with Dengue; we visited him in Pandai Hospital. I picked up my princess in Jusco, and god! I hate the jam, but feeling great still, to be able to see my lovely princess.

Simmy seems okay, checking out on all the nurses in Pandai Hospital, I thought he was sick to the point that nurses have to take him to “peekaboo”! But he is not though, seems okay still! And lucky enough that he was still okay…



Prince Fever is back...

Prince woke up this morning, feeling fresh; he thought everything was going to be fine. However, thing just not what he thought it was. He was having high fever in office again, it’s unbearable and finally he went for clinic in Sri Petaling, what’s so funny was, and the doctor talked about the price first before she starts the consultation, with so many questions and explanation, afraid that prince might not want to pay.

She asked, “Normally how much do you pay for consultation?” and prince said it was around RM 40, the doctor was then explained that She would like to know which types of medicine to give him, based on the price that he paid normally.

She said she will give a light dose if prince pays around RM 20 or RM 30, a heavy dose for those who pay RM 40 and above. She was so afraid that prince might complain about the steep price. In fact, yes, Prince was mumbling to himself, because she just gave prince anti-biotic without panadol or other medicine, and charged him for RM 45. She was asking prince if he has panadol, if he has left over, then she will not give him anymore, and it will be cheaper. Shit! Prince was like “huh!”

Prince was quite disappointed with her attitude towards patient; this is not the way a doctor behaves though. …

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Prince was sick...

Prince was suffered from high fever in office, and feeling unbearable, went back at 5.30pm after work, straight on the bed sleeping like a pig after taking Panadols. He felt better when wake up at 11pm, and had a cup of glucose since he didn’t have my dinner, he can’t really sleep well, feeling like dying, and sweat like pig. However, after mid night, he felt little release and slept soundly until the next morning,

He thought the fever was gone but it comes back again…This is the first time ever he had such a bad time…

Monday, April 11, 2005

Prince thought about princess...

Princess was in the loft and straight down to Atmosphere tonight without Prince knowing it. Prince has got nothing to say, but was surprised with her message at 1am in the morning, telling that she was drunk!

Prince was supposed to be angry over the issue but strange, his thought fills with concern. What can be better than going down to have a look then. Prince drove down, but received another message saying she is going back. “Who is driving?” he wonders.

Princess was drunk but her friend wasn’t. Prince confided Vivian to look after princess, and took over driving the car. Princess cried on that night in Vivian’s house, prince wondered what’s going on over there.

Saturday, April 09, 2005

Prince Little Thought...

Prince remembers when he was in secondary school; one of his moral teachers related his thought.

He believes that those rich and richer donates million of dollars to the needy, could have done better if they are willing to give out half of their fortune.

What they have given out not even 5% of what they owned.

Prince believes, under certain circumstances, donation in million of dollars to the needy is just a small amount to what they have made out of the society. If they are willing to give out just another 10% or 20% of what they own, the world could be a better place to live for.

Prince makes mistake?

A long tiring day for prince, he wakes up in the morning, on his way to work, one message after another from princess, he wants to reply but was driving, perhaps, after arriving his office. Unfortunately, prince left his phone in his car, only realizing that when he switch-on his air-conditioning in office.

Prince rushed back for his hand phone, and found another message from princess and a missed call. Prince feels so disheartening with the message, because princess was angry and blaming him for not answering her call.

Prince was put under the blame, for everything, princess basically blame prince for hurting her, blaming prince for irresponsible and everything without even giving a chance to explain. Prince feels upset and really plans to cool down for a while.

Knowing that princess may be crying in office now, he engaged a friend of her to find out the situation. Princess wasn’t able to express well in the phone due to her sobbing, however, she decided that she should end this relationship. She was being impulsive!

Meanwhile, Prince was hurt to find out that princess was telling the truth, and he felt guilty for the distrust. He wanted to do something about it, somehow, princess was reacting too much and prince finds it difficult to convey the message over.

Both parties were at fault. Princess shouldn’t have over-reacting over the issues by ending this relationship if she really loves prince. And prince should have brought this up the table right away yesterday, instead of keeping to himself.

Prince got pissed off waiting in front of her office after work, and he wonders why princess wasn’t want to see him! They both were messaging each other in front of the office, and prince was surprised by her obstinate. It really trying on prince’s patience, and eventually, prince can’t tale it anymore, being very upset and just drove away!

At night, at last, Princess is willing to listen to prince, and prince spent the whole night explaining to her. Prince found princess tends to bring out every little thing in the process, accusing prince for wrong-doing, and prince has to explain and close the case by case. How complicated a woman can be! Finally, princess cools down but yet to forget about it. However, prince knows that he has done everything necessary; it is no longer his responsibility since the final decision falls in her part.

Friday, April 08, 2005

Prince calls this a Dream...

Prince believes everything has a start and an end, and we don’t know when and what is the ending.

Discussion with one of his friend makes prince think. Prince has a dream for fame and money. He wishes to help those in need, money can change many things.

Prince also believes that we can help people even without the need to fork out money, but bear in mind that everything needs money although money is not everything.

Prince was told about a movie that played a rich man at his old age, took his last breath by saying that fame and money are not what he wants.

I believe that old man have started with a dream but forget to end a dream. Thus, he never stops pursuing. As for Prince, princess possibly is the end of his one dream, representing one part of his story before he started another new dream, and Prince advised, “Let’s fix our dream and think, what is ‘enough’ and what ‘not enough’ is.”

Prince's trust rock a bit...

Prince wakes up early today, on his way to office, he received a message from princess, a wrongly sent message, filled with intimacy. Prince feels one kind, and start to doubt with princess. According to princess, the message was supposed to send to an old friend of her, a lady which she has known for 11 years.

To avoid hurting princess’s feeling, prince acts cool and acts steady, in fact, prince starts to feel a little distrust.

Prince fell into a dilemma as to believe or not believe, feeling so annoying. Prince kept quiet for the whole day, and sent an email to his group of friends including princess, asking if they are interested for a drink in Sunway Q bar. He finally went out for a drink with his friends, asking his assistant to come along.

He received a message from princess at night, but prince was a bit high due to alcohol and feeling one kind, at last he didn’t reply the message perhaps, he needs time to build his trust again, and believe that next morning will be alright.

Prince feels guilty in the process, having a restless night, he think, perhaps a call to princess?
He worries about princess, on the other hand, feeling a bit upset. He doesn’t know what to do but pile up the pillow and read his book, hoping to get rid of his thought.

Thursday, April 07, 2005

Prince starts teaching...

Today is prince first day as a teaching assistant, feeling bored in the class, and prince wonders, “If I would feel bored in the class, what about the children then?”

Some children weren’t paying much attention to teachers, something needs to be changed, and sometimes, you need to be more creative in teaching in order for the children to focus in class.

But one thing good, is you tend to see smiles in children, reflects a life without worry, without much to think about, playful childhood, leaving a good childhood memory. Their smiles help you to release your stress, and become younger in the process…


Prince thought of culture...

Prince wonders, Human beings are just too afraid to speak out for certain reason. This has happen in most of the workplace and become a survival skill.

Those who dare to speak out will always be the first to “die”. This culture is a plague, cultivated among human beings. it can destroy a company or lead to personal agony.

In workplace, this “coward culture” builds a wall against top management. To break through seems difficult, becomes a hassle for them to understand the situation at the lower management. Meanwhile the top management should encourage and build the “Speak out your voice Culture” to ensure efficiency.

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

Prince 2nd in Work

Second day of his work with his assistant, yes, prince got a young assistant to assist in event planning and management. That can’t be a good one; it means there may be a lot of work to do.

His assistant seems too young for him, with limited knowledge, could be a lot for her to learn, Prince wonders if she can do a good job.

Prince was asked to look after her, ensure that she is busy all the time, and no room for personal matter. Perhaps she has a bad record in HQ, that’s why she was send down here…

However, Prince has no bias nor prejudice, prince treats every human being with equal respect, and encourage her to learn as much as she can, and sacrifice as much as she can for a good job, eventually, she can overturn all the bad impression…

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

Prince Works by the Rule..?

Do you believe working by rules? Prince wonders, certain department in company treats rules and regulation as a system that support the company operation which is a good controlling mechanism.

Red tape is still one form of destruction to expansion. Undoubtedly, company couldn’t survive without rules and regulation or procedure because it represents a system of management. However, under certain circumstances, rules must be broken to maintain efficiency

Monday, April 04, 2005

Prince 1st Day in Work...

Prince starts his work today, the first day working seems relax, not until the progressive meeting in his new boss. CEO starts to introduce prince to his colleague, and describing his job scope and responsibility.

Now he has a greater task to handle. Overwhelming pressure he felt. Prince always believe that nothing is impossible, yet it’s the hard work that count, he picks up pieces by pieces, to learn about his new job.

He was put under an attachment, as a teaching assistant to Kindergarten teachers; the main reason is to learn the business inside out, to be able to have a grasp of his own business. In times to come, Prince needs to be able to introduce new idea for operational effectiveness.

Never been a teacher before, prince got the opportunity to teach children, plays with children and mingling with children actually make him feel much younger.

Prince thought about sacrifice..

Prince has a friend who used to tell him that if you need something in life, you will need to work hard for it; you need to make some sacrifice for it. If you are married, you will have to sacrifice spending your time with your family if you are sent outstation for an errand.

Every human-being is expected to work hard for something, you need to work hard to earn your promotion, and you need to work over your scope or Over Time. When the day of your assignment drop at the same day of your girlfriends’ birthday, you will have to miss it, if it drops on the day of your gathering with your friends, you will need to forgone it.

This is just a simple choice, minor sacrifice that you have to make. When competition is even aggressive in workplace, you need to spend even more time in office, fighting to gain recognition.

Some people don’t have a dream, or perhaps a simple dream, leading to a simple life, expecting only having a house or a car, or dream about having a family and children to accompany them till the end of their journey; these dreams doesn’t require you to make much sacrifice.

Sunday, April 03, 2005

Prince in IMAX

Have you ever heard about “Image Maximum”? Yes, prince gets to try the 5 to 8 storey tall screen cinema today in Time Square! Memory recalls, he hasn’t been into Cinema for almost one year, and IMAX was really an experience for him.

The movie- Robot seems so real in the cinema, it seems to bring you into the movie. Watching the comedy with princess and group of other friends were an interesting hang out, although, tiredness called during the moment.

Unfortunately, it was a 2 D movie, it would be better if it is 3-D, prince believes it would make it even more exciting. Perhaps, next week, prince should try it one more time for the 3-D effect.

In the cinema, people laughed their way out, a comedy that really caught all of us in laughter. Anyone who feels depressed for the moment may want to try out a comedy, to cheer your life for a little while, dumping unhappiness and worry aside…and Robot may be a good one, but must try it once in Imax…

Friday, April 01, 2005

Prince's April Fool...

What is April fool all about, since it looks normal to prince! Prince spent the whole day doing something meaningful, reading, revision, researching in library, and trying hard to finish all the assignments before mid of April, seem impossible, yet nothing is impossible.

Prince received a message at 10.30pm, an April fool message asking Prince out for supper! However, the message seems too lame to get him into it.

Prince feels bored today, perhaps, too much activities every night, and seem nothing happen tonight, making him feel so uneasy! Or, perhaps, prince has rest enough for the days, filled with energy to kick start something. All seems possible for him.

Sometimes, life can be so bored, prince wondered. What else can be better than staying at home, doing nothing at night! Why I am so active, he wonders again…yet, he is thinking of princess…

Prince little outing..

What can be better than having a cup of coffee in Mont Kiara coffee bean, even better off, with princess? Prince spent the night chatting with each other, and then was surprise with a group of teenager, 2 ladies and one man sitting inside, keep looking at them. They talked while looking at Prince and princess, and prince started to doubt if they are not talking about them.

All he can say is that guy look sissy to him, and they both suspect that he may be homo. Interestingly, first time ever a gay staring at prince, spook him off!

Prince spent the night hold tight to princess, afraid of losing her. He wonders, if princess has the similar thought…