Prince: Going no WhEre at Night....

It was 3.35am in the morning, and he is still reading the case studies, knowing that he is going no where in his assignment. He can’t start because he is lost. He doesn’t know where to go, how to start, and he believes he needs more information, but where can he get all those information to shed his doubt. Headache, confuse, and deadline is approaching, perhaps, he doesn’t try hard enough. He feels overwhelming now…

All these year he spent on studies, from pre-school education to Degree study. He wonders when will be the end of the process to acquire wisdom and knowledge, and then he realizes that it is a never-ending process……

The urge to give up is so strong, but the urge to success is stronger, oppressing the urge to give up. The side-effect is the pressure created. Master study took him two years, and it is a deadly two year process, tiring, pressuring and overwhelming. Somehow, the coming few years of Phd, may just kill him! However, the will is strong, as he believes. Strong ‘will’ is making everything possible……

All the times he spent from the last few years, in his study, is it worth? He wonders. He sees nothing in return yet, nothing great perhaps. He thinks, and thinks, is his sacrifice worth all these while……

Oh, 4.04am…time to go sleep…