Prince: In a dilemma yet decision is made...

Have you ever been into a situation where you know certain decision will lead to two different outcomes, which means, one may be bad, and the other may be good. A few days ago, they have an argument about religion, the argument lingered on until the stage where he can’t really take it anymore, because it is no longer a healthy argument, but more like a naïve refute from her. When a couple in love, the couple supposes to be at a neutral stage where no religion, prejudice, bias and any other elements should penetrate them, but how many couple can actually stay at that stage?

Previously, he will always put himself down in every argument, and patiently explains, comfort and talk her into the right emotional track. However, this time, he has given up, because he knows, she has taken granted for his patience. She has never tried to understand the situation, and has always been emotional without much thinking of the consequences. ‘Break-up’ & ‘Divorce’ are so easily spilled out from her mouth. This has led him into doubt, “How am I going to spend the rest of my life with someone who can easily say ‘break-up’ & ‘Divorce’?”; He asked to the mirror, “Why we have been through so much, and so much experience, but she still doesn’t seem to understand what should be done and what should not?”

Does she really love him? Even though she kept saying yes, but how she can be so emotional without thinking? She can easily let her emotional stage over-riding her feeling of love to him. Sometimes, he just doesn’t understand why she is so narrow-minded. He sits around, and thinks back, and then he realizes that doubt has always existed in their relationship, and it originated from her. The doubt to trust has led to skeptical feeling.

He still remembered they both promised to put their photo in their personal room & office. Somehow, he has placed all the photos at the said location, but she seems to have problem to conform to this particular promise. It took her sometimes to perform the mutual promise, and this has already shaken the faith a little, but he kept telling himself that she needs time to change.

That day, at her house, he saw the photo frame of them both, was put in the drawer instead of the table. She found out that he was opening the drawer, and run her temper over him. This had, again, shaken the faith a little, because he didn’t know what she is actually up to. She is angry because he has found her secret which she has kept it from him!

She just can’t shift her lifestyle back to normal again, as she has said she will do so after married, but how many couple actually divorce due to this problem? To make him feel better, she will ask him out, together, clubbing and drinking, whenever she got invited. In fact, this will only make her feel better, the least; she didn’t need to explain to him later. It is like taking another person hand to kill someone, making the innocent to feel guilty as well. This has in fact, shaken the faith a little.

No doubt, he has opened his heart, and be at 99% transparency, but she still kept all to herself, as so call secret. A human, who makes no mistake, will not afraid to open up, this is what he thinks of, and it has shaken his faith a little.

A little by a little, he somehow, comes to a point where he can’t take it anymore…..and blew it out…If she realized her mistake, then it will lead to a long and happy ending, because it means successfully break her ‘old’ mind off, but if she didn’t, then this relationship have to call off. As simple as that, one which is bad, and the other is good…