Prince: See and See...Deeply....

What can be better than being your own self, living without worry? She is a determine person, a person with sense of wisdom, knowledgeable but tag along with stubbornness. In fact, she does not want to be a determine person, because this is not a life she expects when her heart speaks.

She does not want a life; where she has to care for her shape, care for her friends, think about others and many more. She feels bored, and of course, she afraid of boredom, she finds as much activities as possible to fill up her life, but at the end, she still feels the boredom, at this point she has already mingled up Boredom and loneliness, it confused her, and certainly, this is not what she wants.

She craves something different, something which can spruce her life up. Apparently, she knows what is lacking in her life, but, her sight may be too blurring to realize. She is now living in her own shadow, finding way to walk out of it, just like how she find way to make herself occupy.

Once a while, she hit back to her comfort zone, a bed that she misses a lot, a place where she want to just lay down and cuddling off. She wants to keep that moment forever, but she also realize that it is impossible because she has got her own life out there, commitment and responsibility have pressured her. She thought being in the comfort zone, can give her much pleasure, but eventually, she realized, this is just an illusion for her expectation, of what she thinks she needs, and wants.

She has a dream, moderate in its size, she want to learn and become someone knowledgeable, there’s someone in side of her that she want to beat, she desire success, and she try her best to do it, eventually, it is still not up to expectation, family, friends, siblings especially, what else can be a comparison as a measurement of what she can perform, it will only give her pressure, a pressure of life that she will eventually turn into someone else in future, perhaps, in 5 years or 10 year to come.

Friends, the only source she can rely on for now, or perhaps, the biggest source she can rely on. She cares a lot for friendship, and certainly, unable to lose one. She never tell the truth about herself, she keeps it inside of her own world, speak freely only to her inner child, and thus, transform her inner child into someone else, totally opposite of her, her child realize the importance of change, and from what she has told her, the child learns and transform the weakness into strength.

Now, the child has become someone else, which can be more rational than her for sure, but can her child reflect what she needs. Unfortunately, penetrating the life of the real person is difficult unless, she allows her inner child to speak out…